Tuesday: Emptiness

There’s some sort of Buddhist seminar coming up on the topic of emptiness at one of the yoga studios I’ve been frequenting. I’m assuming that Buddhists have a positive spin on the whole feeling. 

But my mind is empty in a way that doesn’t feel great. I’m not sure why. Is it the return of the clouds and the rain? A lack of purpose, in terms of career? A problem in my relationship? Could it have something to do with the newest (and what I think has to be the last) version of my book sitting with five agents? Am I choosing to experience a lack of feeling as opposed to anxiety? Is this some coping mechanism I’ve subconsciously taken on to prepare myself for rejection?

I’ll let you know when I figure it out. 

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~ by Clickity Clack on September 17, 2013.

4 Responses to “Tuesday: Emptiness”

  1. Screw the agents. 🙂
    Hire a freelance editor, a cover artist, and do it indie style. You’ll have more control and make more money.

  2. Haha I know huh. Is that what you did?

  3. Let me know soon!

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